This article also details, in very frank language, a very real problem in the Christian church today. We pretend. We act. A lot more than we are called to.
God calls us to BE holy, NOT pretend to be holy. Will we fail? Absolutely. That is where grace comes in, to forgive us of our failings and to empower us to change for the better. How much can you fail before you are not considered a Christian? Ten times? One hundred? Thousands? How grievous of a sin can we commit repetitively and still be forgiven? If the Bible is to be believed, an infinite number. As Spurgeon has said:
Would not this be a great slur cast upon the grace of God? Suppose I could find out a sinner so vile that Jesus Christ could not reach him; why then the devils in hell would take him through their streets as a trophy; they would say, "This man was more than a match for God; his sin was too great for God's grace." What says the Apostle? "Where sin abounded"—that is you, poor sinner;—"where sin abounded"—what sins you plunged into last night, and on other black occasions,—"where sin abounded"—what? Condemnation? Hopeless despair? No, "Where sin abounded grace did much more abound." I think I see the conflict in the great arena of the universe. Man piles a mountain of sin, but God will match it, and he upheaves a loftier mountain of grace; man heaps up a still huger hill of sin, but the Lord overtops it with ten times more grace; and so the contest continues till at last the mighty God plucks up the mountains by the roots and buries man's sin beneath them as a fly might be buried beneath an Alp. Abundant sin is no barrier to the superabundant grace of God.All of these threads interweave with one another to form the tapestry, not only for our own lives, but of the entire body of Christ throughout the ages. Faith, doubt, righteousness, sanctification, all of these pieces form the core of each of our understanding, not only of our faith, but also of our understanding of the entire world.
So, the great question that stands before me now, in my own life, how much can I let someone hurt me and still forgive them? Is my faith strong enough to give me infinite resilience, such that no depth of sin, hatred, carelessness, vileness or harm will hurt me permanently? Can I trust God to repair the damage? To heal the wounds? Can I trust him to heal the wounds that I inflict on others?
My mind says yes, but my heart does not always agree. This is the greatest struggle in the life of a Christian. We are resistant to a lot of the nonsense that this world throws at us and gifted with insight far beyond what our mortal eyes can see, but the struggle between faith and doubt, righteousness and self-righteousness, is ours alone and can only be decided on the battlefield of this life, in the choices that we make on a daily basis.
As it says in Joshua, "Choose you this day whom you will serve, but as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord." If only my heart would agree more readily, and my faith be strong enough to avoid sin...
Original link to article: http://johnpavlovitz.com/2014/09/02/the-great-unraveling-faith-doubt-and-the-thread-we-all-hang-by/